From the recording Demo Trax
Lyrics
They made me into a weapon and then told me to find peace
But which will kill me faster: stubbornness or loyalty?
Cops said it must have been some rough sex
Body broke and bleeding, that's a kink I haven't tried yet
Facebook said it's funny and that I must have deserved it
My mama told me “pray and to apologize,” real shit
His momma told me I’m just too much woman for him
Like I’m a motorcycle with too much throttle for a little kid
Paint my blood upon the wall but nobody believes it
Or the holes inside my soul from all the broken dishes
Had better odds than the lottery
That someday he would have killed me, he Pushed a fridge on top of me
Just because I tried to leave
He’d Slap the words From out my mouth
Then ask me what I’m talking bout, he’d
wrap my purse around my throat
And drag me out the car if I refused to go
but now
I'm still here
And how fucking dare you
I'm still here
And how fucking dare you
New me bitch
And I motherfucking dare you
Cruising down the highway and I see em flag me down
A 5-0 riding solo with nobody else around
Pitch black out and I get to feeling nervous
Baby in the back and she asks if he’s gonna hurt us
He ask me what I’m wearing, I guess this is public service
Now he telling me to get out and all I can feel is disgust
Is he gonna shoot us if I refuse his assistance
If I reach for my glovebox, will they say that it was justice
He reaching for his sidearm, saying I’m acting suspicious
He leaning in and smelling me, he ain’t askin permission
He looked around for other cars,
For a nine he sure did act bizarre, he
Asked me did I live real far,
Sweating like he in withdrawals.
He didn’t ask for my insurance,
He just attempted to remove my pants, he
Finally left with no occurrence,
And left me in complete abhorrence.
but now I'm still here
And how fucking dare you
I'm still here
And how fucking dare you
New me bitch
And I motherfucking dare you